It’s a new year, and it’s time for new resolutions, and this
year is a big one for me. Not just because I am in Africa, but because I am
living my dream. My lifelong dream of someday moving to Africa to work in an
orphanage. For my entire life- as long as I can remember, I have known that
this is where God wants me, somehow, someway. What an amazing feeling to have
your dreams come true, and have them come true in such a powerful,
extraordinary way. I want this experience to change me, to change me in ways
that make it impossible to go back to the way things were. I have been here for
almost two months, and these two months feel like a life time. My life has
changed drastically, I have changed, and the way I look at things has changed.
I have no Idea what the rest of my life is going to look like after my time
here, but I know that this year will forever impact it. I always hear people
say “live life to the fullest”, not until recently have I really thought about
what it means. What it means for me is embracing this new life that God has
given me, working hard every day especially when it is hard, loving all the
people that I come into contact with, not being afraid to try new things or
looking absolutely ridiculous, believing in the power of dreams, teaching by
being an example, fighting for what’s right, knowing that God loves me in the
biggest way that anyone can love. This is my life now, and even if it is only
for a year I want it to be the best year of my life.
People are always asking me if Africa is what I expected. I
can’t answer that. I am not sure what I thought it would be like, now that I am
here. All I know for sure is that I love it. All of it. This life is simple,
hard work but simple. You greet everyone you pass in the village, you welcome everyone
who stops by into your home. I don’t feel unwelcome, anywhere. Although it’s not all rainbows and
butterflies, there are frustrations and challenges, but I am determined to
enjoy all this place has to offer.
I have been asked to teach English to the villagers once a
week. I am a little intimidated, it’s a lot different than teaching English to
the kids. I think it will be a really great way to connect with the villagers,
really put myself out there and get to know people.
Life is back to normal now. The sounds of kids playing,
constant noise, doors opening and shutting, my name being called, “Court-ta-ney,
Court-ta-ney”, laughter, music playing extra loud for dance parties, chaos, our
life, all signs the kids have returned. Now we are getting back into the
routine of things. I have been working
on my Swahili, learning more every day. I had an exciting and new experience for
New Years! I was invited to one of my friends in the village’s house. I had
intended to just go for a few hours but his family welcomed me and his sisters
wanted to teach me how to make their special dishes. Although they spoke next
to no English and the same with me in Swahili, it was really fun. They made me
feel so much love and acceptance, plus I think they were a little excited to
have an mzungu for the holiday. We welcomed the New Year with dancing, and it
was an experience I will not soon forget. They invited me to come the next day
as well and I was even given an assignment!
For the most part I have adjusted exceptionally well, which
is something I can only thank God for. However this week I got sick. Really
sick. I will spare you the dirty details, but it was terrible and I am so
thankful to be feeling better now. This is the reason I have been so late in
posting a new blog, so I am sorry for that. (Plus terrible internet.)
We live next door to the dispensary and someone had a
baby!!! So I went over with one of the staff to meet the little girl and her
family. She is absolutely adorable, of course! Within the first hour of her
life she saw an mzungu, what an honor!
The women here are so tough! This woman walked to the dispensary, was
told that it wasn’t time yet and to come back later, went home, and came back a
few hours later to have her baby. She has her baby, rests in the bed for maybe
2 hours at the most, and then walks home with her baby!
As usual thank you for all your continued prayers, and
support. I appreciated them, and need them. Happy New Year! Welcome to 2013!
I am so glad you are able to embrace all that comes your way. Luv ya, GA Grama
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